No One Wants to Dig That Deep…


Welcome to my world of truth.
I don’t wanna hide any part of me from you.
I’m standing here with no apologies.
Such a beautiful release…

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Walking on Air

Do you know what it’s all about?
Are you brave enough to figure out?
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

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To Try and Touch the Sun…

I’m standing out in the street
The earth is moving
I feel it under my feet
And I’m still proving
That I can stand my ground
And my feet are there
Having washed my hair
To be lost before you are found
Don’t mean you’re losing…

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What’s Real We Have to Scream to See

Go throw your arrows
Hit her heart
If they don’t react,
Love who loves you back…
It’s the¬†perfect storm
What turns you on?
You can have all that
Love who loves you back!

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Sing to Me the Song of the Stars…

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There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write
over and over again.
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over
and over and over again…

Five-hundred-and-three days.

Thirteen hours.

Twenty-seven minutes.

Sixteen seconds.

At first, she hadn’t kept track. The knowledge that he’d be back in her arms was enough. The occasional phone call or letter in the mail sent her heart fluttering, and she knew. She knew that in time, he’d be back. There was no need.

But then the calls stopped.

She had just arrived home from work, had barely enough time to remove her shoes at the door before the car pulled into the driveway. At first, she didn’t realize what it was. At first, she didn’t understand that it was “the car.”

Two men clad in blue exited the vehicle.

It was just after five o’clock on a Tuesday when her world came to a screeching halt.

Five-hundred-and-twenty-three days ago.

Thirteen hours.

Twenty-seven minutes.

Fifty-one… Fifty-two… Fifty-three…

[Head][Lelutka][Stella Mesh Head (v1.6)]
[Skin][Glam Affair][Alyx (America)]
[Body][Slink][Slink Physique (v2.8)]
[Eyes][IKON][Triumph Eyes (Evening)]
[Hands][Slink][AvEnhance Hands (Casual)]
[Hair][TRUTH Hair][Louisa (Gingers)]
[Tattoo][White Widow][Moonlight (Black)]
[Dress][Zanze @ .PENUMBRA AW16 FW][Cassie Dress (Black)]
[Pose][Female 07 Pose from Gracefully Wicked “Starlight Bed”]
[Location][La Vie Sim]
[Inspiration Tune][Mandy Moore – Only Hope]

Let the Waves Up and Take Me Down

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Where is the coast guard?
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets; I’m sunk; I’m left behind
I’m treading for my life, believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing?)

She’d seen this before, she knew. She’d been here before. In this exact spot. For a moment, she wondered if she’d been thinking the same thing back then, whenever then was, as she staring down at her reflection in the water from the top of the cliffs. Had she been sad, then? Had the waves reached out and grabbed her to swallow her whole, or had she run into their open arms, a willing sacrifice to the night…to the sea?

[Head][Lelutka][Stella Mesh Head (v1.6)]
[Skin][Glam Affair][Alyx (America)]
[Body][Slink][Slink Physique (v2.8)]
[Eyes][IKON][Triumph Eyes (Evening)]
[Hands][Slink][AvEnhance Hands (Casual)]
[Hair][adoness @ [[Genre]]][Njord (Cappuccino)]
[Tattoo][White Widow][Nerve (Black)]
[Dress][The Sea Hole][Tentacle Dress (Deep Water)]
[Boots][Wicca’s Wardrobe @ [[Genre]]][Octopus Boots (Brown)]
[Location][The Gates of Melancholy Sim]
[Pose][Del May][Avalanche]
[Inspiration Tune][Blue October – Into the Ocean]

Eine Kleine Nachtmusik



Neither a lofty degree of intelligence, nor imagination,
nor both together
go to the making of genius.
Love, love, love-That is the soul of genius.
~Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart~

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It was just an ordinary day like any other that had come before it. The streets were crowded with people, each walking with their head down, each in a rush to get wherever they were going. Everyone was always in a rush it seemed, even when they had nowhere to be. She sighed, quiet enough not to disturb the strange silence as she made her way down the sidewalk carrying a large black case at her side. People didn’t notice, of course. No one stopped to notice anything anymore…but she aimed to change that.

She stopped in front of a small staircase leading to a neglected wooden door. The stone on the building was cracked, the paint peeling. It was an eyesore to some–an antique jewel amidst an ever-changing city that had been forgotten by time–and it was the perfect spot. She allowed a small smile to spread across her face as she looked at it, and then she sat her case down and ever-so-gently plucked her treasure from inside.

And then she played. She played as the sun sank below the horizon and the shadows swallowed her whole. She gave her serenade to the night, to anyone that would listen. Her eyes closed as her hand worked bow over string and sent music out into the busy streets. And for a moment, everything and everyone stopped to admire a beauty in the world that they had long since forgotten existed in the first place.

[Head][Lelutka][Stella Mesh Head (v1.6)]
[Skin][^^Swallow^^][Sabry (Peach) w/ Georgie Lelutka Applier]
[Body][Slink][Slink Physique (v2.8)]
[Hands][Slink][AvEnhance Hands (Elegant)]
[Feet][Slink][AvEnhance Feet (High)]
[Eyes][IKON][Triumph Eyes (Evening)]
[Lips][.JUMO.][Prestige Red]
[Hair][TRUTH][Priya (Ginger Pack)]
[Dress][Just Because][Giselle Gown (Green)]
[Chest Piece][.aisling.][Sofia Chestpiece]
[Bracelet][^^Swallow^^][Cuff Bracelet]
[Tattoo][White Widow][Legend Gacha (full – henna)]
[Pose][created with Animare, modeled after *PosESioN* Amour 10 Pose]
[Location][Point Mirabeau Sim]
[Inspiration Tune][Mozart – Eine Kleine Nachtmusik]